Got To Believe in Magic

Today wasn't too eventful. Slept most of the day due to waking up late. Didn't feel too well. Did try doodling but couldn't focus on it. Ended up going out for a bit, sunlight and fresh air. Kind of regret not getting some flowers for myself. 

Now it is basically Sunday. 

Song of the night is this one. Soft music for a soft soul.

I check my inbox every so often, even though I know he hasn't or didn't message. And whenever my phone notification goes off I reach for it thinking of him. I wonder if he is going through the same or if this is one sided on this knife in the chest feeling. We use to talk all day long about anything and everything. I truly miss that. I told him that. I miss him. He is such an amazing person with such a wonderful soul. I'll be here when he is able to reach out again.