07.21.25 - after work

Long day. Relaxing with my show and some hot apple tea. Shivani reminded me I have a work dinner on Wednesday. I don't even want to go anymore but I'm registered to go. -groans-

Not a bad day today...but not a good day either.

I am trying not to be the one to always reach out. But I do hope he is well. He is on my mind. I miss him. He knows I do, or I hope he knows that I do. 

I hate having to keep myself busy to distract myself from thinking about him and feeling that hole. 

*I started re-watching Jigoku Shoujo, hence the gif.