Afterwork Resting

Long day at work. So many hard refractions. I'm still very nervous about my 90 day evaluation coming up. The team says I'll be fine. But have someone watch over me while I work freezes my brain. I've been doing dry runs during my downtime. It's quite anxiety inducing knowing that the days are just ticking by. 

Work itself was okay. Everyone loved my new look. I had a few people play with my hair and tell me how soft it was. 

I arrived home kind of late. I been taking my time to get home. Stopping by the stores near by and just walking the aisles. I don't really have anything to do at the apartment. I normally hurried back to spend the evening relaxing with him. Since I haven't done that in a while, so yeah. I miss the silent routines we had. Kind of wish he'd reach out to me to talk even if it's just small talk. I miss talking to him about random stuff.

My forehead still hurts. Tomorrow is hump day. Middle of the week. I got this.