Can't Sleep.

So I decided go take a photo of my eyes.

Cause why not?

It is a holiday today, and fiesta at my friend's place....and it is approaching 3am and I have not slept yet.

Only 10 more months or so til I am back home. (If i pass my classes)

I have been tired(emotionally, mentally, and physically)

Hey mister, if you are reading this, I hope you are well and know I am thinking of you. I sent messages but no reply. I miss you greatly.

Chances are slim that he still reads this.

I barely update it anymore cause the moment I get home I pass out since I have no one to talk to online and the days are busy.

But I am working hard to stay upbeat and do my best.

Even if it feels like everything is just out to get me. -laughs- School has gotten really hard really quickly. And the challenges I face due to it just makes it tiring. But it should all be worth it. I know many people will be pissed off it I don't give it my all and get my stupid degree.

Anyways, til next time.

Ciào~

Fights

So today during break time from our lecture about this school's thing. JC's boyfriend started a bunch of crap. JC is well known as one of my best friends. As well as it is known I have a complete protective side to those younger than me who are close to me. 

So what happened? Her boyfriend goes and pushes, pulls and shoves her into walls, chairs pulling her harshly along while walking to the snack area. I followed closely pulling JC to my side silently fo avoid angering the boyfriend. But he would push her followed against her will. ALL while she is crying her eyes out. Eventually before going to the the snack area I got her away and at my side (now nicknamed Tina the Bouncer), giving a physical on her back. He comes back yelling and trying to pull her away from me. He did not manage to cause I hugged her and she clinged to my body. He ended up hurting my arm and leg. Eventually he turned his attention to the boys and a fight started. I pushed JC to Sam telling her to get her out to the office with the Dean for safety. I stayed back (stupid decision but I am a voice of reason). Tried to pry the boys off each other and ended up getting injured. Popped my knee back in. (Use to it now) and the boys got the two off each other. Our classmate did a number on JC's boyfriend. And everyone asked if I was okay cause i was pushed hard and hit. And I trailed the boyfriend keeping him away from JC cause he was still attacking things. 

THEN another fight happens right after dealing with  Amme's boyfriend and a guy she was flirting with. And I had to get our classmate (amme's bf) back to his senses cause he has a kid and graduating this school year. 

Thankfully all over now and JC is to stay at Sam's for tonight then mine later if her now ex, goes after her.
Gotta go het checked up cause my back is in pain and knee nerves have not settled yet.
Still. Her ex should have known I was going to step in. 

Unable to sleep

Sick, can't breathe, feels like I am coughing up a lung...so I play songs to ease my head.