07.31.25 - Morning Clinic

Anyone who knows me knows I love drinking Aloe, and I love chia seeds with yogurt and smoothies. This is the first time I seen this flavor for Aloe, had to grab it to try it. 

Going to be a long day today for me. Hopefully I can end on a good note somehow. Tomorrow will be 1 week since he and I last said anything to each other. Maybe I should stop complaining. There's no point to keep whining about it since nothing will change. I been in a slump for a month, whining and feeling bad over not talking to him.. obviously he is doing fine since it was easy for him to step back this long. Which I am glad. He deserves the world honestly. I harbor no I'll feelings for him. I never will. I just love him. And I honestly want him to find happiness and find love that holds him and reminds him daily that he deserves to be loved. 

So...yeah. he'll always be the one who truly has my heart. But I know he needs to live his life.