This will forever be

My favorite piano piece. It both soothes me and brings me so much emotion.

One day I will get back to the piano and learn how to properly play this masterpiece.

1:20 AM - Sunday Early Morning

-smiles- I have been in a good mood. Not just today, but since last weekend.

Yesterday was pretty weird though. 

I did get to talk to him. Always nice. That wasn't the weird part.

I was actually really happy to have woken up from a dream of him, think of him, then end up having him message me in less than 5 minutes. -laughs- That timing was a bit weird.

I am glad that he is still in my life. He makes me smile.

I FINALLY got a hold of Sam. She is having fun in Singapore. She keeps snapchatting me the weirdest photos. I am glad she is having fun. 

I ended up waking up almost 6pm, and I had to rush to buy my sister stuff for Monday, because I don't want to do it tomorrow. Granted I am not really doing anything with myself during this break. I have just been playing Twenty, and messaging him. I am a hermit this break. -laughs-

Okay, so the weirdest part of today? My cellphone decided to play music while I was sleeping. By that, I mean my hand might have pressed the icon while I was napping without me knowing. But it did influence my dream during my nap. -smiles- I am not stating anything about the dream. But I never had my hand just slide across the screen just right to make my music play. That was very weird to me. No one else was home. My aunt took my cousins and sister to her sister's place because of a birthday party. I was too sleepy to attend, but I did give them money to buy an actual birthday cake. 

I have to buy my uncle a belated birthday cake too. -laughs- His birthday was the first of the month, and apparently Atie Atie was suppose to ask about me buying him a cake since he wanted one, but every time she was here, she never mentioned it, and my mom forgot about it. So he thinks it is because I don't love him as much as I did when I was younger. Sheesh, no one told me and I never knew his birthday. -laughs-  But nothing a late cake would fix. 

I really should be getting to bed. I am going to play two more days on Papers Please, then I am going to hit the sack.

I do hope nothing ruins my good mood I been having since last week. So calm and happy.

I am sure everyone knows why as well.

ALSO! Jen contacted me.

More of that later on though.

8:22 PM - Tuesday Night

So, I haven't posted here in a couple of days. 

I been busy with my replacement duty, and the weekend was amazing. -smiles-

Okay to start off, Friday was the last day of the first semester, and I had all my exams that day. It was fine. Hahah we even had a 30 minute Statistics exam. 15 minutes for the first two parts, then 5 minutes to check it, then 10 minutes for the last part. It was so stressful because it wasn't enough time to double check the calculations. But I passed it. Hahaha, so glad I did. 

  

 Then Saturday, we had our end of semester International Student get together. Joseph, Gerald, Ken and I were enjoying our time together. We were the first ones to go, since the others had class until 2 pm or 3 pm. 

Our adviser also had a class at noon that day, so she left us at the place, since we got there b ourselves. I rode with Ken and Gerald in Ken's car. And Joseph rode his motorcycle. So our adviser told us to just enjoy our time, and that she was going to order more food and drinks for us.

So right before the adviser left, Gerald and Joseph had this "amazing" idea to climb aboard the run down floating hut that was tied up near where we were sitting. It was so funny, Karina (our adviser) told me to take a photo if they fell in because she was leaving. Which I was waiting for. Lucky for them that the broken wooden chair held everyone's weight nicely, though Gerald broke it a little because he wasn't being careful. At first I didn't want to join, I didn't want to risk getting injured because it was slimy, and I didn't want to wet my shoes, or slip and get cut by a rusty nail. 

But when Alexis came, she wanted me to join in the "fun" since they had bought alcohol, and other drinks. I gave in, and Gerald and Joseph helped me climb aboard the hut. -laughs- When everyone was there together, that is when the fun began. I don't know what is wrong with us, but we ended up doing the "Bottle Flip Challenge", and literally we spent hours and hours doing it, laughing. Mainly because Joseph kept getting mad at us because he was having problems doing it. Then he got really good at it, that is when Gerald decided to make bets, "if I get it, then you girls have to get wet." "If we get it on the plank up there and it stays, then you go in the water." Oh my goodness, it was so funny because they two of them ended up focusing so much just to make us all regret agreeing. It ended up Joseph, Gerald, Alexis, and I jumping into the ocean and getting wet together, then we went on a small adventure through the "tree area" to find stuff, like hermit crabs. Ken didn't want to join because he was wearing jeans and it would take forever to dry.

 

Afterwards, Gerald and Alexis went home, because Gerald's girlfriend was bitching at him to come home right away since he was out all day. So Alexis took him, since she also brought her car with her. Joseph, Ken and I stayed because Vivien and her brother had just arrived and we didn't want to be rude. So after staying there for another 2 hours Vivien's brother went out because he had a date, the Ken wanted to go eat tacos, so he took us to go to a good place to eat dinner. We ended up just sitting there until almost 9pm, just talking and joking around. It was actually really nice not to have to worry about anything and enjoy a day out. I even got to ride on Joseph's motorcycle! But then it was raining so I went back to Ken's car. -laughs- 

Ken ended up taking me home because it was late and there is a high risk of danger if I rode by tricycle to go home. He didn't mind much because we are friends and I can handle his personality with ease.

 Then Sunday...I was so happy Sunday. -smiles- I got to talk to him. It was so nice, it wasn't for an hour either. It was basically from almost 9 til noon, even though I would have liked more time to talk to him, I did get to talk to him, and we ended up going to sleep at the same time. I got to say, I actually slept peacefully for a change. I was up refreshed and that was a big change than how I usually wake up.

I did sing him a song, like he asked me to, I sent it to him, hopefully he received it. Talking to him also had put me in a cheerful mood during my replacement duty this week. I had to make up two days, because I was lacking hours for my hospital time. Which is fine with me, gives me something to do during break. And it was actually a lot more fun than it was during regular duty. -laughs- 

Anyways, even my clinical instructors noticed the change in my attitude, and they were happy I was feeling much better. Though when asked I didn't tell them it was because I talked to someone so important to me. But that is because that person is a guy, and I know Mam Chona would flip out and lecture me about how I have to stay single and how bad guys are, etc. -laughs- She gets mad even when a girl is close friends with a guy. To save myself a long lecture, I didn't say anything other than I am very happy. Thankfully Mam left it at that. 

Today I was at the Medical 2 ward, and the instructor there actually trusted everyone to do things on our own. Which made it exciting. I was able to terminate IVFs, and do CBG monitoring. I got to "stab" patients and test their blood sugar throughout the shift. Hahaha, Mam Godinez said I was too good and quick about the monitoring, since I didn't need to be told when to do it, or how to do. Plus I always managed to prick the patient just right so I didn't have to milk the finger to get blood out. 

I also had to do discharge papers for my actual patient. I hate doing discharge, it is so much paperwork, and it isn't in English so I have to keep double checking to make sure what I was writing made sense. -laughs- Thankfully I ended up not having a problem with it. The day went by smoothly, though I ended up falling asleep when I got home. I was so tired because it was so hot today. 

BUT FINALLY I AM ON MY BREAK! And I don't have classes until November 10th. Because duty doesn't happen during the first week, so I'd only have to go to my minor classes during the first week. I am actually happy about this. I would have time to relax, and if he comes online I can talk to him freely. And if he doesn't mind, I can spam him with messages and whatnot. 

I seriously did miss him. He doesn't know how important he is to me. Hahah, or maybe he does. I am just glad he is well and alive. I do hope I get to talk to him soon. (Oh my god, see I am rambling on about him again! Oh well, I am happy and that is all that matters)

I also doodled something this evening after I woke up. I am heading back to bed now, since nothing to do online. -smiles- Going to enjoy doing nothing for about 3 weeks. 

Back to Disney Mood Again

Because I am feeling almost 100% better.
Duty was fine, and now trying to get my life back together after 2 weeks of not being able to do everything in a timely manner.

FINALS WEEK! I GOT THIS!

Next 2 weeks will be such a relaxing time for me. -smiles-

Also, had another dream of him. It was both weird and funny.

Hope he is well.

5:48 PM - Saturday Evening

Okay....I got severely ill this week....AGAIN. That's right. Last week I had a god awful cold, and this week I did as well.

So what happened? Went on that stupid pilgrimage for the school. Forced of course. It was okay, long walking distance, nothing I couldn't handle. Then hung out with my group of friends. All nice and good. We watched "Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children". I enjoyed it a lot. Always nice to go out and eat then watch a movie with good friends. After all we had no classes. 

I go home, everything is fine. I go take a nap. Wake up around 4:40, almost 5 pm....freezing, in my room. My air conditioning not running. Apparently I complained to my sister how I was cold and she turned it off hours before I woke up. I go downstairs, I go to the bathroom to do my business. I stumble out, unable to move further I sit at the table and I ask for water because I feel weak. Apparently I was burning up, I told them I was cold not hot, and told them to take my temp if they didn't believe me. 39.8 degrees. That was by 5:30pm. No matter what they did the fever didn't break until 2am.

Now, one may be wondering why I didn't admit myself into the hospital. Simple. I work at the hospital here. I know what the other hospitals here have. They would just give me sponge baths and medicine then check back on me later.

During that time I was also working on my sample thesis and it turned out my friend Jhens was also suffering the same thing I was. But she went to the ER, she couldn't stay hydrated. 

I apparently have more will power than many when it comes to staying out of the hospital. 

Missed school Thursday. Was planning on attending my last two classes that day but my body wouldn't have it. I ended up in a relapse of what happened the night before. Still didn't go to the hospital. 

Turns out my classmate Jhens has intestinal amoebiasis. And that became a concern for everyone who shared food/drinks with her during Wednesday. Only two people gotten sick that day. Jhens. And me. So when she found out, everyone called me to inform me.

I go to the hospital Friday evening. After going to a clinic to get a checkup on myself and get meds to get better. Anyways, I go and give my samples and wait. They force me to drink rehydration salts, thinking I wasn't keeping myself hydrated because I was sweating so much I looked like I just stepped out of the pool no matter how many times my aunt would wipe me down.

Good news. I don't have parasites.

But I suffered horrible abdominal pain, back pain, vomiting, diarrhea, and high fevers for 3 days straight. Which all started from having hyperthermia. -shakes head-

To be put on bed rest. No. I am too busy.

But through all of that, I kept wondering if I would ever speak to him again.

I kept wondering if I told my parents enough times I loved them and was thankful.

I felt like I was dying. And according to everyone I looked like I was dying.

Apparently not having color in my face and not being active really shocks everyone.

Still not 100% better. Still recovering from last week too. But at least I am getting better.

I do hope Jhens feels better soon as well.

I am happy I am not dying just yet.