1800s Jewelry

So I was going through my jewelry and my mom was going through hers as well, I didn't realize how much I have and I never wore them at all. Or I had worn them only for a short term. So being me, I spotted my great grandma's white gold necklace, brooch and earrings. The brooch is pure sapphire stones. And the necklace contains blue zircon, and the earrings is diamonds. -smiles- From the 1800s my great grandpa had these custom made these in Switzerland. So 212 years old and still looking amazing. I wanted to take a moment and praise the artwork from back in the day. I'm happy that my mom will entrust me to wear the necklace for a while as I take pride in it. -smiles- I am also glad that I am able to continue to preserve what was left from my great grandparents for a while longer. And I hope that it'll stay in the Ammons family.

Memories

Just recently found a picture of my older sister and I sitting on Santa's lap. She is the one with the sweater and the tights, I'm the one with the white dress. I love being girly. -smiles- Oh the memories I have with my older sister...most of them SUCKED! -laughs- She and I never really saw eye to eye, but we are sisters and there is sisterly love between us. But we enjoy our times of torturing and teasing and fighting with each other. My favorite memory of my sister and I were every winter time we'd lay under the christmas tree when there was no gifts and stare at the lights blinking on and off. Hahahah, it's funny how my sister and I set up a tree just to do redo those times recently. Hahah, I wish I took a picture before my mom made us take it down. -smiles- I enjoyed the time with my annoying older sister. ^w^

Sewing

So I recently talked to my mother about dress making and how much I really wanted an anime school uniform type dress, which would be the same as a sailor dress. She and I went online and started looking at different designs. This was the one she and I both agreed on would look okay on me. Simple yet cute. As far as the coloring and when she will start depends on when she and I find material that both of us like. I am happy that we found an outfit we can make together. -smiles- I hope we can start it soon. Squee. So excited that I will be trying to make a better outfit, and more so one that looks like this. <3

Origami.

So recently I was going through some old stuff and I found LOTS of pretty paper from Art 1 class in senior year. -laughs- I took a ton home with me in the past because I was helping make 1000 paper crane. Which I managed to do almost all by myself with only a little help from a few other people. I enjoy doing origami when I have some down time. I have forgotten how to do a lot since it has been years since I have done any, and I am hoping I'll start back up once again when I find books to relearn it all. This time I have only worked on the easy stuff: crane, owl, bunny, horse, and pelican. I use to be able to do more, but as I said a long time makes it hard to remember how to do it. Hopefully with a little more practice I'll be able to do it like before. -smiles- Not bad for a person who forgotten. The book in the pictures is a muppets book. I had it since I was around 5 years old. And I still have it. I as in love with them since a kid and I still enjoy watching their movies and reading their books. I have almost all of them. If I ever get around to my storage unit and my boxes of books, I'll count how many I have. Childhood memories are the best for me. Hopefully you'll enjoy my pictures of my easy origami.


The paper
Peace Crane
Owl
Bunny
Horse
Pelican

All.

Good or Bad?

So I recently got rejected...well not really. -laughs- In a way yes, but also no considering I didn't ask him out. I only confessed. One of the hardest thing to do is love someone who is actually right for you, and be told that nothing can happen. As well as being told that you are loved by the person as well. I'm ever so happy to know my crush loves me, but I am upset knowing that we can't be a couple. But I'm more than happy about being his friend. I told my friend Jen about it. I tell Jen everything. Oh well, oh a happier note I have been a bit bored and trying to draw again. But my hand hurts sometimes. -laughs- A few nights ago I was singing to Jen off key. I can always count on her whenever times got tough. -smiles- She is the best. As far as what the picture is about, it's me. Gotta love taking self photos. -laughs- I've been told I'm very photogenic. And I believe most of the time I am. But I do take bad photos. I love taking photos of myself. Depending on my mood depends on how I am. Even though things has been rough...I've been doing well. So since I cannot seem to sleep at this moment, I think a beautiful someone has to go and clean the place up. My parents aren't home, and everyone is sleeping at this time. So got to go some housework. I'd make the perfect wife. -laughs- Gotta love life. :3 <3

Hair

Hair. It comes in all different colors, styles, and we can easily change it as we wish. But why exactly do we feel the need to do that? Our hair is part of who we are. Yes I think that having different colors is cool, that we can always regrow it back to normal. But I think we should be proud of our hair. At least treat it with more care. I usually straighten my hair out so I wouldn't have to deal with my wavy/curly hair. But the more and more I look at my hair now I love how it has it's own personality. Yes I think my hair has it's own personality. It should. Think about it, your hair can choose to work with you, or just plain keep itself the way it wants to. Yes you can always fix it with spray, and flat irons, curlers, the works. But that fries your hair and kills it. So now your hair is dead, along with the personality. I think we should try and take better care of what we have now, so we don't regret it in the future. But, I love dreaming of coloring my hair different colors. And hopefully one day I do. But I'll always take those extra steps in taking care of it so it doesn't die and look like a hot mess. ;)

Found My WebCam

Talking to Jen tonight. <3 I love spending the night talking away with her. Even if I end up feeling tired the next day I love talking to this girl. She bring out the RAWR in me. -laughs- So while talking to this amazing person, I have lately found my webcam, which means I can post pictures. Woots, woots! The first picture is me. No surprise there. I shall be posting MANY pictures of me. -giggles- Of course not of the same thing. Just when I take good ones. So this picture actually means something to me. Just the day before I was talking to not just Jen, but also another important person. My first love. Yes, an ex that remains forever my best guy friend. I still madly love him, so whenever I think about him my head spins and my heart pounds. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. At least I have Jen to support on. She understands the situation between him and I. And I will ALWAYS remember...I'm a sexy beast. -laughs- And I'll remember to make more posts.

Drawing

A drawing I done after 8 months for no drawing. I think it came out fairly good. -smiles- Going to keep at it so I'll become better, or what I use to be able to draw.

Log and Update

Just wanted to say that I worked out for 5 minutes this morning, and will do another 10 minutes tonight. (yes I know I should be working out more, but I have to go slowly before I work out like I am suppose to) Further more, I started an drawing again after 8 months of none, and it's turning out really well so far. I'll make sure to post it once I get a chance. Other than that I couldn't go on my run because it is wet, it's been raining raining raining but now it has cleared up so now I'm going to wait for the ground to dry up and the sun to shine a little lower in the sky before I venture out and get some fresh air. At least I hope I can today, weather looks horrible. Time to eat something, didn't eat anything at all today and it's almost 2 in the afternoon. Heheh, got to eat a very late breakfast/early lunch.

A New Change

For a few years my mother has been riding me about changing my life style. Through those years, I have been thinking about doing the things she said I should do. So now I am going to take the horns and start pushing it. I plan on actually working out more. Starting today, considering it's already a new day, I'm going to work out and eat healthier. I'm not going to go to a gym, don't have enough money to do that, but I'm going to go for short runs, jogging, and walking around my neighborhood early morning. Even though I been wanting to do this for years, but I couldn't do it because I couldn't, and still can't, stand the opinions from my mother. I love her dearly but she makes my life harder. All the time, before I even gained weight, she'd call me fat and put me down because I wasn't the same weight size as my older sister, that's when it all got out of control. She started doing it too much saying I wouldn't look good in anything pretty. So I let myself get bigger and bigger. I don't regret it. I am proud of the way I look, I found amazing friends who are worth the world and more to me, I have done things I wouldn't believe, and have had amazing experiences that I am happy to have. But now life is changing, and so should I. A little anyways. I am going to change my look a little. Show my mom that I can be more than she thinks I can be. Over all, every now and then I'm going to be posting both a story, and a log about how I am doing with this change in life. -smiles- I hope...no, I know I can do this.

The Dreaming of Twins

This is the name of my new short story. :3 It'll be coming out on here soon. The two main characters will be based on my friend Jen and I. Hopefully it'll be something worth to read.

True Until The End of Time

Jen. She is one of the last few true friends, no, best friend I made at Monarch High School. We met each other through my friend Matt. They were dating each other and since I was his best friend at the time, he introduced us. After sometime we became friends on facebook. (Yes, eventually we added each other but she ended up getting rid of hers)We had our first conversation on there. We were talking about paints and then smoking in the airport, and other things. After a while we didn't talk. But in my senior year of school, I found out we were put in the same first hour and second hour. She made sure I had a good time in class, and we hit it off. We realized that we are good friends, and our views are a little alike. Even though we don't always see eye to eye, she and I would never put our friendship to danger. The one thing I love about her is that she stands up for what she feels is right. She'd stand up for her friends, with no question asked she'd come to their defense. She came to mine back in ART class. A girl was talking bad about me, and Jen came to defend me. Even though I didn't know until she told me, she always said the things I wasn't ready to say, always made sure I didn't get myself in trouble. If I never met her a lot of my life wouldn't have happened. And that wouldn't make me who I am today. In the short time I have known her, Jen is someone I can trust fully no matter hat is going on. She is the kind of person I am proud to call a friend, and no matter what happens in the future, I know she and I will stay in touch. After all, she's one of my best friends.

The Best of Friends.

Throughout all the time I've been in preschool to High school I been moving around. Even now, I move around. But I have made friends with really amazing people. There are a few people I have to thank for giving me the time of my life. One girl is my friend Nadia, she meet me when I was the shy, awkward new kid in freshman year, starting at the school a few months late, and having no friends, and always being switched out of classes due to my grade and classes I had to take and what was left. I owe her so much. We met in Keyboard I class, and I was drawing in my sketchbook. I was too scared to try and make friends, since I didn't want to change schools, and everyone already made groups that looked like they wouldn't welcome me. But Nadia came to me and started talking, asking what I liked. We later soon found out that we had many things in common. Since that day, she and I became best friends. She always looked out for me, keeping me from making any mistakes that would hurt me, and always keeping my head held high whenever I felt down. She knew me better than I knew myself. Even now, if I ever needed her, she had my back. Always worrying and making me giggle. I wouldn't trade her for the world. She was my first friend in high school, and my friend friend for life.