One of my favorite songs until now.

Just...hating life.

Been dreaming of him almost every night this month and I have been busy with school and my thesis....Barely been sleepy, so when I do and I dream of him it just causes me to wake up in a startle and disarray since I do miss him every single moment of my life. I hope he is doing well. I would love to post more, but sadly this year is killing me slowly. So close to throwing in the towel, but scared of failure and disappointing people, torn at the moment, thus lost who I am in the mix of chaos. 

First Day of My Last Year in Nursing

Sounds exciting yes?

It isn't. I am completely done with this course. Fed up, wanting out of the school itself.

And how do they welcome us 4th years back? 2 days of exams. -laughs- But of course that is what happens.

Here is to taking full exams for today and tomorrow.

I been sleeping a bit better recently, though I feel a heavy weight on my chest.

Anyways, ciao.

Dreams

I finally fell asleep for longer than a couple of hours. But I ended up sleeping through my day, and somehow I ended up having a dream about him. I mean I usually do, but this one was so different and now it is scorched into my mind.

I miss him.