Work Today

 

Today wasn't good, but it wasn't bad. It had a few moments where I was laughing and smiling with Randi and Shivani. 

I did have a patient today, older of course, lecture me about how I speak. I already hate when I speak because I know I rush through words and I end up speaking too fast and my words slur. I try to slow down only to be lectured before I realize it. I don't mean to speak like that. But it's something that just automatically happens. Being told to speak proper and clearly sends me back to struggling in speech therapy. Ah...it just been sitting with me since the patient went at me about it. Ultimately there's nothing wrong with how I speak none of my friends or family has issues with it. But I understand why some people might have a hard time with it. I also with I can clearly say what I want/mean. I word things a bit weirdly. 

Anyways, I got to episode 10 of the anime and I had to stop myself a bit because I am a bit worried something bad will be happening like it did last night in it. Hah. So I'm back to watching Extraordinary Attorney Woo. 

My anxiety has been up and down today too. Which normally is okay but my finger tips are a bit sore from digging my thumb nail into it. 

I should eat something...but too tired to.