Still in bed

Due to how the week transpired, I am still in bed rot mode. 

I miss having someone to talk to everyday about little things. He crosses my mind often, and I wonder how he is doing. And I want to email him. But I was the one who sent the last few emails and haven't heard anything back.. hopefully his life slowed down just a bit and he can breathe a little and find his routine again. 

I am okay. Not the best but not the worst I have been. 

Today my anxiety is at a 6.