Peak

Finally after 2 months, we FINALLY got me to the end of the game Peak, and I only died once. I'm not bad at the game, pretty decently good, but the volcano climb always kills me. Team effort to make last run last night to ensure I go to the end. The screaming and yelling as I climbed out was hilariously insane. 

Now to continue playing to get the rest of the achievements and get the cosmetics for my scout.

I am pretty calm today, anxiety is at a 5 today. 

I just realized how high my anxiety is on a normal day. My friend in the Philippines reached out to me, she is currently in the UK, and she wanted to talk because she never realized how I felt until she was dealing with depression and anxiety. I don't hope any of that on anyone. I feel sad she is dealing with that since she was always so cheerful in our group. She misses London Bridge as well. I think being an adult in this day and age anyways is tough. But we just got to take it one step at a time. I told her I am here if she ever needs to talk. But I know life gets busy and it's hard to keep in touch. Anyways, that's all.