Eyeballs

 I'm very haggard. Kapoy. Been on the go for the past few days. And didn't sleep at all last night. Anxiety has been through the roof. Been wanting to cry for the past week. Everything has just been too much for me. 

(Oh, look. It's majority of my face again.)

Had my eye exam on Tuesday. Forced thanks to Shivani, I didn't want to have my test yet because I hate finding out if my vision is still the same or not. 

And that's exactly what I found out. My right eye jumps a whole diopter from what it was, and basically a fully diopter difference between my eyes. Apparently my right eye only saw 20/50 until I was tested meaning my brain was making my left eye work more than my right eye. Meaning my right is has a chance of becoming a lazy eye if I don't work on it. 

And Dr. M confirmed my EBMD, which I stated I had. But he only saw it with my left eye. My good seeing eye. Go figure. Also I have a pale section on my left iris, cause my left eye to just look slightly lighter than my right eye. They were impressed because it was just a full section. -sighs- I am thankful I don't have anything worse. Just bad vision that needs correction. And dryness, which Dr. M stated I should try plugs and everyone shouted "no" because I told them I don't like metal things coming close to my eyes. Fingers are fine. But anything else nope. Jumped out of the chair in Florida when I wanted to try a plug back in 2022. 

Anyways, currently trialing contact lenses. Got them today. Put them in and my left eye started turning inward. -laughs- apparently the fact I haven't have my right eye corrected to 20/20 in the past 2 years or so, and it now being corrected to it, was too much of a change for my brain to handle. We had to back it up, and now I'm hoping my new set will come in and everything will be good.

Anyways, I just been eh recently. 

I'm going to watch Song of the Sea on Sunday. I keep listening to the song. Makes my heart yearn.