Ranma 1/2 opening

So I just found this old song I sung last year for laughs. Yeah, not the best singer but please enjoy.

First song

This was the first song I heard from one of my dear friends, Vincent Shutt. I lost touch with him, but everytime I listen to this song all the stupid things I've done in high school with him makes me laugh and floods me with warm feelings. Hahah, he was the best guy friend I ever had. No drama, no romance, it literally was the best. He had no interest in dating anyone. He was ASEXUAL!! Awesome guy was awesome.

Morning of Happiness.

My Love

Kukunin ko ang tapat na kapag sinasabi ko, Ako sa pag-ibig. Mahal ko ang aking kasintahan. At sa akin siya ang perpektong tao na alam ko. Maraming Isang ilagay sa isang tao sa isang mahabang relasyon layo. Ngunit siya naglalagay ang presyon sa kanan bumalik sa akin. Kaya hanapin ko ito makatarungan. Nagkaroon ako ng mga boyfriends sa nakaraan, ngunit lamang 2. At ako ay hindi kailanman nawala ang anumang karagdagang kaysa sa isang Halik sa labi. Kaya ako ng isang sanggol sa mga relasyon. Karamihan ng panahon, iniisip tungkol sa kung paano siya at ako ay magkasama scares sa akin. Ngunit ito excites sa akin pati na rin. Sa isang mahusay na paraan. Maaari kong sabihin at ako ay medyo sigurado Alam ko ang mga tao ay sumasang-ayon sa akin kapag sinasabi ko, ako sigurado sa kung ano ako ng paggawa sa isang relasyon. Ako masaya na sa isang relasyon sa kanya. Ngunit hindi ko alam kung ano ako paggawa. Siya ay gumawa ng mga hakbang ng sanggol sa akin, kaya hindi ko pambihira out o isang bagay. Minsan gusto ko na ako ay may karagdagang karanasan, ngunit sa parehong panahon, ako ay masaya na gawin ko hindi. Ang lahat ng maaari kong sabihin, ay na ko talagang umaasa na siya ay hindi tututol ang naghihintay, at ang dagdag na trabaho na siya ay may sa gawin dahil sa akin. Hindi mahalaga kung ano ang mangyayari, laging siya alam kung paano gawin sa akin ang ngiti, at kung paano gumawa ng aking puso lahi. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ang mga batang babae ay ay impostor sa kanya sa paraan siya ay. Siya ay perpekto sa bawat paraan, hugis at anyo. Hindi ko Trade kanya up para sa mundo. <3 Aking puso ay kabilang sa kanya, at lamang sa kanya. Dahil sa sandaling nakilala ko sa kanya, hanggang sa sandaling ito hihinto matalo. Kahit na hindi namin manatili magkasama, at pumunta kami ng mga iba't-ibang paraan, ito laging dalhin sa kanya sa aking puso dahil siya ay hindi lamang ang aking pag-ibig, siya ay din isa ng aking mga malapit at mahal na mga kaibigan. Kukunin ko mahalin siya lagi.

I'll be honest when I say, I am in love. I love my boyfriend. And to me he's the perfect guy I know. A lot to put on a person in a long distance relationship. But he puts the pressure right back on me. So I find it fair. I had boyfriends in the past, but only 2. And I never gone any further than a kiss on the lips. So I am a baby in relationships. Most of the time, thinking about how he and I are together scares me. But it excites me as well. In a good way. I can say and I pretty sure I know people will agree with me when I say, I am unsure what I am doing in a relationship. I am happy to be in a relationship with him. But I don't know what I am doing. He has to take baby steps with me, so I don't freak out or something. Sometimes I wish that I had more experience, but at the same time, I am happy I don't. All I can say, is that I really hope that he doesn't mind the waiting, and the extra work he has to do because of me. No matter what happens, he always knows how to make me smile, and how to make my heart race. I don't understand why girls would cheat on him with the way he is. He is perfect in every way, shape and form. I wouldn't trade him up for the world. <3 My heart belongs to him, and only him. Since the moment I met him, until the moment it stops beating. Even if we don't stay together, and we go different ways, it'll always carry him in my heart because he is not only my love, he is also one of my close and dear friends. I'll love him always.

Little photoshoot

Kaya ko lang ay ang aking sariling maliit na larawan shoot dito sa aking sopa. Hindi ang pinakamabuting ng mga ito, ngunit pa rin sila naka-out medyo na rin. Ako suot ang aking puso na nagpapakita magpakailanman ito ay kinuha sa pamamagitan ng aking pag-ibig. <3 ipagmalaki sa magsuot ito. At siya loves ito. Well lamang nais na sabihin magandang gabi, at may isang kasindak-sindak buhay. ; 3 Para sa ako sa isang kahanga-hangang kondisyon. Hanggang sa susunod na oras.

So I just had my own little photo shoot here on my couch. Not the best of them, but they still turned out pretty well. I am wearing my heart that shows it's forever taken by my love. <3 Proud to wear it. And he loves it. Well just wanted to say good night, and have an awesome life. ;3 For I am in an amazing mood. Until next time.

From my Trip

Kaya kamakailan lamang ako ay dumating bumalik mula sa aking biyahe mula sa mausok Mountains. Oo, ito ay masaya. Likod ng kabayo-pagsakay, labas, at ziplining. Ang buong pakikitungo. -nods-Was masaya hanggang sa dulo. At kahit ako ay doon para sa tatlong araw, ito tila talagang mahaba kung hindi ako ay talked sa aking kasintahan. <3 ginawa niya ang oras na pumunta sa pamamagitan ng tunay na mabilis sa panahon ng gabi. Anong kendi. Ngunit hindi ako dito upang makipag-usap tungkol sa kanya. -laughs-Upang magsimula sa, mahal ko ang mga bulaklak out doon. Kaya ganda ng pang-amoy sa kanila. Sila ay matamis. Hindi sigurado kung anong uri ng mga bulaklak na sila ay, ngunit sila ay ganda. Ang kabayo ay masaya, hindi ako naniniwala na ko tumigil sa pagsakay sa kabayo ang mga ito kapag ako ay mas bata. Ano ang mali sa akin. Sila ay tons ng masaya! Well ako ay may isang ugali ng bumababa mahusay na mga bagay, tulad ng baley, piano klase, at pagsakay ng mga aralin. Well, Umaasa ako na makakuha ako ng isa pang pagkakataon upang muling sumakay ng kabayo. -smiles-Ito ay isang kahanga-hangang pakiramdam. Isang bagay na HINDI ko ay gawin muli ay zip-aporo. Huwag kailanman. Kailanman. Muli. Ko nadama tulad ko ay pagpunta sa mamatay. Saktan ako masama ang aking braso mula sa pati na rin. Maaari ko bahagya palawigin ito upang maabot ang out. Baluktot ito masyadong maraming Masakit pati na rin. Ko lang Umaasa ako pinilit ang aking mga kalamnan at ito ay walang malubhang. Mga linya pumunta talagang mabilis, at hindi ko ihinto ang aking sarili. Thankfully ang gabay na ako ay may pinapayagan ako sa double sa kanya, at siya tumigil para sa akin. -laughs-Baby sandali para sa akin. -nods-kabila ito ng pagiging masaya sa isang tao sa paggawa ng lahat ang gawain, ang takot sa pagyurak aking sarili dahil sa ito muli, magpakailanman maiwasan ang akin mula sa muling subukan. -laughs-Ngunit dapat kong subukan ang kabayo pabalik pagsakay sa lalong madaling bilang makakuha ako ng isa pang pagkakataon.

Kaya ako ay pag-aaral sa tagalog muli. Hindi ang aking mga paboritong wika, ngunit dahil mayroon akong wala talaga sa mawala, ako ay pagpindot sa mga libro para dito. -giggles-Pagsusulat ay isang amihan para sa akin. Pagsasalita ito ay isa pang bagay. Sana ako ay maaaring makakuha ng ito ng tama at maging matatas sa hindi lamang sa pagsusulat ngunit pagsasalita.

So recently I just came back from my trip from the Smokey Mountains. Yes, it was fun. Horse back-riding, outdoors, and ziplining. The full deal. -nods- Was fun until the very end. And even though I was up there for three days, it would have seemed really long if I had not talked to my boyfriend. <3 He made the time go by really fast during the nights. What a sweetie. But I'm not here to talk about him. -laughs- To begin with, I loved the flowers out there. So nice smelling them. They were sweet. Not sure what kind of flowers they were, but they were nice. The horses were fun, I can't believe I stopped riding them when I was younger. What was wrong with me. They are tons of fun! Well I had a habit of dropping great things, like ballet, piano classes, and riding lessons. Well, I hope that I get another chance to ride a horse again. -smiles- It was an amazing feeling. One thing I will NEVER do again will be zip-lining. Never. Ever. Again. I felt like I was going to die. I badly hurt my arm from it as well. I can barely extend it to reach out. Bending it too much hurts as well. I just hope I strained my muscles and it's nothing serious. Those lines go really fast, and I couldn't stop myself. Thankfully the guide I was with allowed me to double with him, and he stopped for me. -laughs- Baby moment for me. -nods- Despite it being fun with someone doing all the work, the fear of hurting myself because of it again, will forever prevent me from trying again. -laughs- But I shall try horse back riding as soon as I get another chance.

So I been studying tagalog again. Not my favorite language, but since I have nothing really to lose, I been hitting the books for it. -giggles- Writing it is a breeze for me. Speaking it is another thing. Hopefully I can get it right and be fluent in not only writing but speaking.

Unsure

So now residing at a resort in Tennessee, I paid for internet access for 3 days. Hoping to talk to my boyfriend. Only missed him by 30 minutes. Sucks to have a long distance relationship. But he didn't know I was going to come online. So I understand him not waiting to find out. So it's okay. Even though it's long distance, we try our best to make it work.

So other than being ever so tired from traveling from South Florida to the Smokey Mountains in Tennessee, I just got online, to see that I have been replaced for my best friend of five years. -sighs- Don't really know if I should be upset or okay with it. But Nadia and I been best friends for a while. But now I think that has fallen through because of a new found friend. I'm not usually the one to complain about people making new friends, I always welcome befriending people. But to suddenly stop talking to the old friends that you were close to, just doesn't sit well with me. I understand that it's normal, but still it's not right. I mean, don't ignore your friends, just for one person. That goes with people who do that when they get into a relationship. I am kind of tired of that happening to me. We use to do everything together, now we don't even talk. I guess she and I finally drifted apart. -sighs- Maybe we'll become friends again later in life, but for now, she basically told me I wasn't her best friend by saying her only best friend was this girl who hates me. Worse thing to hear. -laughs- Oh well. Hopefully she is a nice good girl like my friend says. If not, then I hope she doesn't hurt her. I wouldn't be happy if something bad happens in the relationship.

Anyways, I was feeling amazing this morning, and my mom and I headed to Walmart to do some food shopping since our resort room has a full kitchen. It's SO cool. While we were at Walmart my mom and I also had to go to the shoes and Fabric sections. -laughs- We found this soft stretchy cloth that I will be using to make something. Not sure what. It's brown. Plain brown cloth. I want to make a cape, but my mom said no. She's going to show me how to sew amazing clothes. Little by little, since I don't really know how to sew with a sewing machine. Hopefully it's easier than it looks. -squee- As for shoes, I got these cute black cloth like flats. They feel so nice against my feet. And super cute, and can match any kind of outfit. Since I know my sister doesn't have many shoes, I got the last pair of her size just for her. So she and I can match shoes. And I gotten her into wearing flats, now she needs new ones. Besides, the feeling of her never coming along with the trips, she deserves stuff she could use. -nods- So shoes was the best thing for her.

So now it being almost ten pm here. (at my current location) I am texting Jen <3 and she is simply the best.

I guess I'm just blogging a lot in this post because I am waiting to see if my boyfriend will come online. If he does then I'll be the happiest girl at this moment. If he doesn't. Well maybe it would be story writing time. I know I won't be able to fall asleep for a while tonight. Hopefully I can rest sometime during the night though.

My thoughts

Not sure what I should really write about. My mind has been wandering the plains of my mind, where the sands of time stopped. My mom started watching a show called "HeartLand". It's good. Lately, I've been finding more and more people hitting on me. Why now when I am not single anymore? One guy actually told me that he'll steal me away from my boyfriend, but that's not possible. I love him too much. And this other lady tried setting me up with her son. She thought I was 14 years old. I am not that young. Everyday is passing like a blur to me. And I haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend for a while now. It's upsetting for me, but I am fine as long as I know he loves me. And I do. -smiles- That's what keeps me going.

The thought of acting keeps coming across my mind as of late. When I was younger I was suppose to be an actress, a child actress. As well as my older sister. But my mom turned it down in fear of it breaking our family apart. But I can't help but wonder what it would have been like if I was able to take that chance, where would I be now? Of course I did a commercial for milk with my sister. I wish I was able to get my hands on that commercial just for old times sake. But I don't know how. Unless I track down the company. I might do that the next time I am in the Philippines.

Tuesday morning I'll be taking yet another trip. This time to the Rocky Mountains. Woots. 3 days and 2 nights at a resort. I wonder how that'll go, I'm an island girl, not a mountain girl. But I'm sure it'll be tons of fun. I will be taking pictures to upload, and hope that my wonderful boyfriend will send me an email or something to let me how he is alive and well and not over working himself. -laughs- But other than that, I'm going to be hiding away at a resort, doing...stuff.

Through the Years

People change over time, and I do as well. But one thing that never ever changed for me is being a mommy's girl. From birth until now I always was a mommy's girl. Even though my photo doesn't contain my baby photos (I couldn't find any) they show how much I've changed over the course from age 4 to age 19/20. No the pictures are not yearly based. I put them in order though. I am missing some and some were repeats of the same year. But I've changed in many ways. My appearance being one of them. I'm no longer a little girl but the big girl in the last picture. <3 And I have my mother to thank for that. Always being there when I need a hand to lead me to the place I needed to be. She helped shape the way I am today. I am forever thankful to her. ^w^

Boredom.

So today I got some new headphones, and also learned how to do a five strand braid and the fish tail braid. -smiles-I love doing hair, and as far as I can see it, I'm good at it. -laughs- My mom was the one to teach me how to do it, and thankfully I'm able to learn quickly. Hopefully she'll keep teaching me many different hair styles later on, and soon. Because I love learning.

A bad blogger

I'm not a really good blogger. But, I have been busy. -laughs- So I recently drew a picture for my boyfriend, he confessed that he actually enjoyed the movie Tangled. So as a little present for him, I drew this for him. It took a while because I couldn't figure out what to draw. But now this is what it came out to be. I hope he enjoys it. So I just wanted to share it on my blog. :3

Today Was Amazing

Today was amazing. Not going to lie, I didn't expect any of it to happen. I am so glad it did. The guy I really like, and love, finally asked me to be his...well not even that, he told me that I have no choose and I was his girlfriend. -smiles- It was really sweet because he was being all unsure about everything. It's unlike him, but it made me happy that he'd want to try again. Apparently it pains him to think of me getting with someone else, he admitted that the thought of me being with another guy makes him unhappy, and if it were to happen, then he'd be unhappy all the time. So to prevent that from happening, he made me his. -smiles- And he was corny about it and yet so seriously sweet. I am beyond happy about this, I don't know what to do with myself other than smile. -giggles- Well, this is it for my blog update. <3