It's October!

So I am happy to say, this year I am not going to be behind on the Halloween fun. True, I won't be going all out like most people, I don't have the funds to do that. But I shall try and dress up a bit. For now my hair shall do the trick until I figure out what else I can do that won't cost much. Maybe a cheap costume or something. But for now I am focused on my hair. It looks amazing. -laughs- I might try and make some fairy wings later this month. I hope everyone is having so much fun during this month. -smiles- Until later, Chao. <3

Donation of Blood

So it's that time of year again, donating of the blood. Since I don't have money I can donate, or anything useful, I donate blood. This is my third time to donate. Second time this year. -smiles- Now I have 4 shirts. Yes, I said 4. One was from a long time ago from my daddy, and the second one was from my first time during my last year in high school, and the third was in June, and now makes the fourth shirt. 

My arm is sore from the donation, but it goes to a good cause since I have a rare blood type that only 3% of the human population has. AB+. My mom has a rare blood type too, B+ which only 2% has that. Heheh, they were really happy, since they needed our blood types for these two cancer people. My  mom needed me to donate because she was too scared to donate, even though this would be her second time. I am happy to say she pulled through this time without much pain like before. Can't wait for work. >w< Finally got the hotspot.

So as I had stated earlier, I am working in an empty building, it doesn't have internet, thus making me bored all nightlong. BUT now, well since yesterday, I have the hotspot, but I don't work on Thursdays, so I get to try it out tonight. The best thing is I don't have to pay for it. The company does since I suggested it and convinced Jim, the boss, how helpful it will be for my dad, since he does all the company stuff online, when he is working in the field. Allowing me to be able to take it when I am at work. So I get to come online more often now! Woots! Chao til next time.

Been a while

It's been a LONG time since I last came on here and posted. I have been very busy. I had written a short story, completed it. :3 Many people enjoyed it, that made me happy. And soon as I get paid, I'm going to start working on my Hallo eve's Costume. >:D I'm going to be a faerie. <3
I have been beyond busy at work, and at home. I didn't know how tiring it all was until now. I haven't even have time to talk to my Love, or my friends. -sighs- I hope they aren't mad and thinking I am ignoring them. But every time I send out a text to people, no one replies. So I think I'm going to give up on many of my friends, since they make me feel so unwanted. I don't think they mean to do that, but that's how I feel.
I have this cute cat at work who loves to follow me around, I named her Memi, all my coworkers love her and are helping me care for her until we find her a new home.
Tomorrow I am to try to donate blood. I hope I can. My mom was called in to donate blood for a little girl with cancer. She didn't want to do it at first, but now she is going to tough it through. -smiles- I am proud of my mom.
Well I am beyond tired. I hope everyone is enjoying their lives. Chao til next time.

Gifts

So today I started working, not really, but only a bit here and there for my dad. Tomorrow is the first day I'll officially start working for 100 dollars a day. This will be the first time he is actually going to pay me for working shifts for him. That means this time I'll be able to buy my friends gifts for Christmas and their birthday. -smiles- Finally I won't be feeling horrible when I get gifts and I can't give them anything I didn't pay with my own money. And that means I get to FINALLY get an Itouch. Music! Games! And other stuff. -laughs- I am feeling good about working for my dad since I might just get up and leave to the Philippines again within the next year. And I will be able to afford another wig as well. And cloth so my sister will be able to make me clothes for fun. And I will be able to FINALLY actually go shopping. Leaving my money spent about more than half being sent over seas to my bank account, which I am happy to say is getting really full with money. -smiles- Without this job I can safely say that I have over 5000 dollars in my account there and 2000 dollars here in my savings. So I am good without a job for now, but if I moved out it'll end up costing a lot of money. I can't wait to get started at work. I'll finally have a place to practice dancing without my parents or sister bothering me.

Too lazy to write in Tagalog. Might not writing in Tagalog for a while for I am really sick of having to learn the language for the time being. So for now, and a bit in the future I'll be writing in English. Ciao til next time. :3

Jobs

Kaya kani-kanina lamang, ang kumpanya ng aking ama na nakuha ng gusali ng isa pang. Isang dealership ng Iwanan ang kotse ko naniniwala. Dahil sa kakulangan ng mga tao sa kumpanya ang aking ama ay sa draft sa akin sa pagiging nightshift tao. Hindi ko nais upang gumana ang mga gabi para sa kung mayroong isang pagkakataon na nakukuha ko upang makipag-usap sa Ashe pagkatapos siya ay nakakakuha ng bahay mula sa trabaho, at interning na ito sa gabi. Ngunit aking ama o ang kanyang mga kaibigan na gusto sa tingin nila hilahin 12 nagbabago ang oras sa pamamagitan ng gabi. 6:00-6:00 oras na gumagana ko. Sisimulan ko bukas, at Naging ang ulo up ngayon. Pumunta sa akin. Sa wakas ay nakuha ko ng isang real trabaho. -laughs-Kahit na ito sa kumpanya ng aking ama, pa rin ba akong makakuha ng isang paycheck. Kukunin ko na gumawa ng 100 sa isang araw, at kung gumagana ako ng 5 araw sa isang linggo pagkatapos ay makikita ko paggawa ng 500 sa isang linggo. Na gumagawa sa akin masaya. Thankfully hindi ko na gawin ang isang pakikipanayam ni anumang ng nakakapagod na trabaho ng pagsubok para sa trabaho. Ngunit atlas, ito saddens sa akin upang malaman na ito sa gabi. Ngunit ang mga tamad na tao na hindi maaaring tila upang bisikleta ay hindi dapat magreklamo. Dahil ako sumang-ayon upang ilagay ang pera bukod para sa Pilipinas, hindi ko alam kung magkano ang pera mula sa aking paycheck ko aktwal na makakuha ng sa paggastos. NGUNIT makikita ko sa wakas upang bumili ng kung ano ang gusto ko nang hindi na kinakailangang upang hilingin ang aking mga magulang. Na nangangahulugan ... maaari ko makita ang tungkol sa pagkuha ng isa pang peluka. -smiles-Kaya ipagpalagay ko ang lahat ng magandang. Medyo madali trabaho. -Sipa ng sinuman na hindi ipagpalagay na doon off, linisin ang aking gulo, at isulat ang anumang ay nasira. Talagang madaling trabaho. Kaya hindi ko maghintay para bukas ng gabi. Dapat ko bang ibigay ang aking kasintahan ng ulo hanggang. Ciao sa ngayon.

Translate:

So lately, my dad's company has gotten another building. An abandon car dealership I believe. Since lack of people in the company my dad had to draft me into becoming the nightshift person. I don't want to work nights for if there is a chance I get to talk to Ashe after he gets home from work, and interning it'll be at night. But my dad nor his friends want to think they can pull 12 hour shifts through the night. 6pm-6am will be the time I work. I start tomorrow, and just got the heads up now. Go me. I finally got a real job. -laughs- Even though it's in my dad's company, I still get a paycheck. I'll make 100 a day, and if I work 5 days a week then I'll end up making 500 a week. That makes me happy. Thankfully I don't have to do an interview nor any of the tedious work of trying out for the job. But atlas, it saddens me to find out that it'll be at night. But lazy people who can't seem to get hired shouldn't complain. Since I have agreed to put money aside for the Philippines, I don't know how much money from my paycheck I'll actually get  to spend. BUT I'll finally be able to buy what I want without having to ask my parents. Which means...I might see about getting another wig. -smiles- So I suppose all is good. It's fairly easy work. Kick anyone that isn't suppose to be there off, clean up my mess, and write down whatever is broken. Really easy work. So I can't wait for tomorrow night. I shall give my boyfriend a heads up. Ciao for now.

Pudding Time

Kaya pagkatapos ng mahabang araw ng paglilinis, at paglalakad sa paligid ng kapitbahayan, dumating ako ng bahay upang mahanap ang isa pang malaking gulo sa apartment. Ng kurso tulad ng dati ang aking mga magulang nagreklamo tungkol sa akin hindi paglilinis ang gulo. Ayos lang sa akin cleaning, ngunit hindi ko gusto na yelled sa kung ginawa ko ang walang mali. Pagkain McDonald para sa tanghalian / hapunan (salamat sa ang kahanga-hangang bilang 4, na kung ang mga taong hindi alam ang menu 2 cheeseburgers), at ngayon para sa isang kahanga-hangang dessert na aking ginawa, tsokolateng puding. Hindi instant. Kinuha sa akin ang dalawang sumusubok na makuha ang lasa. -laughs-Aking mga magulang ay talagang masaya kapag dumating sila pabalik mula sa pangingisda, bilang descale ko ang isda at matupok ito para sa pagluluto ng isa pang gabi. : 3 Hanggang sa susunod na oras, Ciao.

Translate: 

So after a long day of cleaning, and walking around the neighborhood, I come home to find another big mess in the apartment. Of course like usual my parents complained about me not cleaning up the mess. I don't mind cleaning, but I don't like being yelled at if I did nothing wrong. Eating McDonald's for for lunch/dinner (thanks to the wonderful number 4, which if those who don't know the menu is 2 cheeseburgers), and now for a wonderful dessert I made, chocolate pudding. Not instant. Took me two tries to get the flavor right. -laughs- My parents will be really happy when they come back from fishing, as I descale the fish and gut it for cooking another night. :3 Until next time, Ciao.  

Nothing Better to Do.

Misc. Blogging

Kaya ko nagpasya na ito ay oras na upang simulan ang pagsusulat muli ang aking mga kuwento. Sana oras na ito, makikita ko magagawang upang gumawa ng isang bagay nito. Hindi ako ang lahat na mahusay pagdating sa creative pagsulat, ngunit ibigin ko sinusubukan, at bukod sa mayroon akong isang bagong ideya Gusto kong subukan ang. Pagkatapos ng tonelada ng pananaliksik sa dalawang paksa, ako ay higit pa sa handa upang makakuha ng isang salamin na sa kuwento. Hindi sigurado kung kukunin ko na magsimula sa pamamagitan ng pagsusulat sa mga ito sa pamamagitan ng kamay, o kung kong isulat ang mga ito sa Word Dokumento. Hindi ko gusto ang paggamit ng Salita dahil minsan, Turnilyo at ako magtapos upang muling isulat ang aking mga kuwento. Ngunit sa sumulat sa pamamagitan ng kamay ay isang sakit dahil Ako ay isang mabagal na manunulat. Makikita ko sa tingin higit pa tungkol dito sa ibang pagkakataon.Nakamamatay mainit sa aking apartment. Mula pa nang bagyo ang pumasa sa amin, ang aking isang / c ay nasira. Hindi ko alam kung ang panahon pinatay ito o hindi, ngunit hindi ko na may isang / c sa aking apartment. Sana maayos minsan sa lalong madaling panahon. Hindi ko maaaring tumayo ang init na ito, at ako nakatira sa Pilipinas para sa tungkol sa isang taon. Ngunit kami ay may maganda ang maganda ang simoy ng bawat ilang minuto. At maraming mga puno. Aking apartment nararamdaman kaya kulong, at pakiramdam ko tulad ako pagtunaw at hindi maaaring huminga.Sa ibang balita, nalaman ko mayroon akong isang tiyuhin na namatay ng ilang araw na nakalipas. Hindi ako saddened sa pamamagitan ng balita na ito. Hindi ko alam ang tao, bagaman ipagpalagay ko ginawa ko sa isang punto dahil mga tao ay nagsasabi sa sa akin ang mga kuwento ng kung ano ang ginawa ko sa kanya. Ngunit ang aking memory hold wala sa kanya. Nararamdaman ko para sa aking pamilya na nawala ang isa pang tao sa taong ito, ay ako na pagpapadala ng donasyon upang makatulong sa mga gastos sa libing, ngunit hindi ako ay pumapasok ang libing na ito sa alinman. Naniniwala ako sa susunod na libing ay ako na ang pumapasok sa paglipas ng dagat ay pinaka-malamang na ang aking lola. Hindi niya gusto sa akin talaga. Iniisip niya Ako matakaw laki sa layaw bata na hindi alam ang kanyang lugar. Maaaring siya ay kanan. Ako matakaw, at pinahaba ang buntot, at hindi ko alam ang aking lugar. Ko laging Butt sa mga bagay na hindi ko dapat, at palaging ibigay ang aking dalawang sentimo kapag hindi kinakailangan, ako ay palaging gusto, gusto gusto kung mayroon akong isang bagay. Gustung-gusto kong ibahagi, ngunit ko ang aking matakaw sandali. Pagkatapos ang tao lahat matakaw ng kalikasan. Hahah. Ngunit sa ibabaw ng lahat, hindi ako kung ano ang kanyang Iniisip Ako ay. Ako ay tumigil sa sinusubukang mangyaring kanyang kailanman dahil ito taon.Kani-kanina lamang, nagpunta ako shopping sa mga lokal na tindahan ng pag-iimpok, ton ng masaya sa paghahanap ng mga damit at iba pang mga bagay na mga tao na hindi mo na gusto ngunit sa dulo aktwal na ito ay nagkakahalaga ng isang bagay. Nakakita ako ng maraming Louis Vuitton sa kanilang mga lugar ng bag. Gawin ang mga taong ito na alam nila pinaaalam ang isang bag na nagkakahalaga ng ilang daang dolyar? Ko sineseryoso palaging impressed sa tuwing nakukuha ko ang pag-iimpok shopping gumiit. Siyempre hindi ko pumunta nag-iisa, na kailangan pagbubutas, kaya ang aking ina ay sa kahabaan. Na ang kanyang paboritong libangan.Well tingin ko na mayroon akong sa aktwal na simulan ang araw, maaaring bumalik ilang cake / cupcake mamaya. Kung Ako pa rin hanggang mamaya. Ay ako magsisimula sa aking kuwento, at gumawa ng ilang mga tawag sa telepono sa paglipas ng dagat upang makita kung ano pa ang maaari kong gawin upang makatulong sa mga libing. Hanggang sa susunod na oras, alagaan.

Translation:

So I decided that it's time to start writing my stories again. Hopefully this time, I'll be able to make something out of it. I'm not all that great when it comes to creative writing, but I love trying, and besides I have a new idea I want to try out. After tons of research on the two topics, I'm more than ready to get a cracking on the story. Not sure if I'll start off by writing it by hand, or if I'll write it in Word Document. I don't like using Word because it sometimes screws up and I end up having to rewrite my stories. But to write by hand would also be a pain because I am a slow writer. I'll think more about it later.

It's deadly hot in my apartment. Ever since the storm passed us, my a/c has been broken. I don't know if the weather killed it or not, but I no longer have a/c in my apartment. Hopefully to be fixed sometime soon. I can't stand this heat, and I lived in the Philippines for about a year. But we had nice nice breezes every few minutes. And lots of trees. My apartment just feels so stuffy, and I feel like I'm melting and can't breathe.

In other news, I found out I have an uncle that died a few days ago. I am  not saddened by this news. I didn't know the man, though I suppose I did at one point since people were telling me stories of what I did with him. But my memory holds nothing of him. I feel for my family who has lost another person this year, I shall be sending a donation to help with the funeral costs, but I shall not be attending this funeral either. I believe the next funeral I shall be attending over seas would most likely be my grandmother. She doesn't like me very much. She thinks I am a greedy spoiled brat who doesn't know her place. She might be right. I am greedy, and spoiled, and I never know my place. I always butt into things I shouldn't, and always give my two cents when not needed, I also always want, want want if I have something. I love to share, but I have my greedy moments. After all man is greedy by nature. Hahah. But over all, I am not what she thinks I am. I have stopped trying to please her ever since this year.

Lately, I went shopping at local thrift stores, tons of fun finding clothes and other things people no longer want but in the end it actually is worth something. I have found many Louis Vuitton's in their bag areas. Do these people know they are giving away a bag worth a few hundred dollars? I seriously always impressed whenever I get the thrift shopping urge. Of course I never go alone, that'll be boring, so my mom comes along. That's her favorite hobby.

Well I think I have to actually start the day, maybe back some cake/cupcakes later. If I am still up later. I shall start on my story, and make a few phone calls over seas to see what else I can do to help with  the funeral. Until next time, take care. 

Boredom Photoshoot

Color

Kaya ngayon, sa wakas ako ay nagdulot ng kotse sa aking mga mas lumang kapatid na babae at ang kanyang kasintahan. Ang mga ito ay lubos na kamangha-manghang. Ang kulay ng buhok sa aking mga larawan ay HINDI asul, ito ay sa katunayan ultraviolet. Ang kulay na ako ay kinakapos. Ko hilahin ang kulay amazingly. Mukhang tunay na karapatan? Well sadly sa sabihin ... lamang ng isang peluka. Kung Dye ko ang aking buhok, Gusto ko defiantly gawin ito kulay, ginagawang tumingin sa akin talagang magaling. Dahil ang aking kapatid na babae ay pagpunta sa kanyang huling chemo therapy susunod na Martes, siya ay nagpasya na karapat-dapat kong kanyang mga kamangha-manghang mga lilang peluka. Siya ay may maraming ng Peluka salamat sa kanyang mga katrabaho at mga kaibigan. Peluka ito lamang gastos sa kanyang 25 dolyar, at ito mukhang tunay na, sa tao at sa larawan. Kung ako ay upang sabihin sa isang estranghero na kung ang aking buhok ay real o hindi, Gusto ko sabihin sa kanila ang aking tunay na buhok, at na tinina ko ito. Ngunit sadly, dahil sa aking mga magulang, hindi ko maaaring Dye aking buhok. Hindi na talaga ito mahalaga. Peluka ay mas mahusay na mga anyways, isinasaalang-alang ko laging dalhin ito kapag palaguin ko ng gulong ng kulay, o mayroon akong isang bagay na gawin at hindi ako pinapayagan sa kulay ng buhok na ito. Subalit ang lahat sa lahat ... Ngayong Gabi dapat ako ng kapistahan sa aking mga mas lumang kapatid na babae. Manatiling nanonood ng mga pelikula / palabas, maaaring i-play ang isang video game at pagkatapos ay matulog ... para bukas ay siya magturo sa akin kung paano upang humimok muli. -smiles-ko talagang gawin ibigin ang aking buhok. Kahit na ito ay isang peluka.

So today, I finally drove a car with my older sister and her boyfriend. They are utterly amazing. The color of the hair in my pictures is NOT blue, it is in fact ultraviolet. A color I been wanting. I pull the color off amazingly. Looks real right? Well sadly to say...it's only a wig. If I could dye my hair, I would defiantly do this color, for it makes me look really nice. Because my sister is going to have her last chemo therapy next Tuesday, she decided that I deserve her amazing purple wig. She has a lot of wigs thanks to her coworkers and friends. This wig only cost her 25 dollars, and it looks real, in person and in picture. If I had to tell a stranger if my hair was real or not, I would tell them it's my real hair, and that I dyed it. But sadly, because of my parents, I can never dye my hair. Not that it really matters. A wig is better anyways, considering I can always take it off when I grow tire of the color, or I have something to do and I am not allowed to have this hair color. But all in all...Tonight I shall feast with my older sister. Stay up watching movies/shows, maybe play a video game and then sleep...for tomorrow she shall have to teach me how to drive again. -smiles- I really do love my hair. Even if it is just a wig. 

Vivi

So I realized that I haven't posted in a while. I have been a bit busy, so I apologize about that to any of my readers. So as a special gift, I decided to sing a song for you people. It's called Vivi by Vocaloid, english translation is by a girl on youtube named Gagadera or someone called Road online...not sure who. But all credit goes to the original peeps. Yes you can hear the original translated song in the background, the louder voice is, sadly, me. Sorry if my voice kills your eyes.

Myself

 I don't know if there are people who actually read my blog, or if I am just talking to myself. It's okay if I am. I usually need a place to write things that I wouldn't normally say. So if there are any readers, and it apparently says I have a lot in Russia, don't know why Russia. I don't know anyone from Russia, nor is any of my online penpals from this Country. But all is good. If they enjoy reading, I shall let this be. -smiles-

So this post is basically about me. I'm going to state facts about myself. If you want to know more, you are allowed to ask. I won't say I'll answer, but I'll try my best. I'm pretty much an open book, and I say things even if they hurt the person. Though lately I haven't been like that because I experienced low self esteem.  But I'm back to the way I was, high esteem, and feeling ever so awesome about myself.

Name: Christina Jamila Ammons

Nicknames: Trisxina, Nyuu-chan, Chi-na, Butterfly/PocketBunny, and the ever lasting Panda Girl

Age: 19 years old (as of this moment)

Birthday: Dec. 08, 1992

Favorite color: Black, Silver, Purple, and Light Blue

Favorite fruit: Oranges, Apples and Strawberries

Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Drawing Anime/Manga, and Dancing

Best friends: Nadia, Vale, Jen, Ashe, Matt, and Sondra
Favorite Author: V.C Andrews and the person who wrote the Ink series.
Favorite Books: Flowers in the Attic, InkHeart, and The Historian
Relationship Status: Single
Boyfriend's Name: None
Ethic Background: Half Filipino and a mix of a lot of other junk.
Favorite Movie: Tangled, StarDust, and The Vow
Sibling: 2 Sisters, 0 Brothers. I am a middle child.
Dream: To become a wife, and have kids, along with a bunch of traveling, open a bake shop, and other things.

Porcelain Doll : Story in the Rain

The winds hit the outer shell of the old house; the raindrops pitter-pattered on the windows. The sky was turning grey as thunder was heard in the distance. Flocks of birds scattered the sky fleeing for cover as the raindrops started to get heavy. The animals went home.

The door of the old house opened as a young girl hurried inside. Her body soaked from the rain, hair plastered around her round face. Pulling her hair to the side, her fingers twisted to remove the water from their hiding place. A deep sigh was released as she tried to wipe as much water off her skin. With her face now dry, she took a look around the hall.

Tables, chairs, stands, lamps, book shelves, nothing out of the ordinary took it's place in the hall and the rooms off to the sides. As she moved slowly down the area, step by step, she ran her fingers along every object to her right. Stopping suddenly, she checked her fingers. Dust.

Wiping the dust on her skirt she moved forward. At the end of the hall there was a door. It was slightly cracked with a dim light shining through. She ventured forward, her left hand reaching out for the knob. Her fingers grasped it, with a light pull, the door opened fully at her will. Her eyes scanned the room.

"Nothing," she whispered.

Her voice floated through the stale air. Taking a step inside the room, she placed her hands on her hips. A flash of lightning and the sudden roar of thunder startled her. Jumping and then crouching down to the floor, she covered her ears until the sound disappeared.

Opening one eye, the girl slowly got back up and straightened herself.

"That was...fun," she huffed.

Walking around the room, she glanced at what took up space on the floors. Boxes, piles of boxes were in the corner. Her fingers ripped the top box open. Inside were books. Pulling the box to the floor, she took each book out and laid them around her. After the box was empty, she tossed it aside and started on another box.

After taking apart a few of the boxes, she was on the last box. When she opened, her eyes were shocked. Lying perfectly inside was a porcelain doll; straight dark hair, eyes closed, and a lavender dress to fit the image.

"Wow," she said as she took the doll out of its box. "So beautiful." Her fingers carefully felt the doll, making sure nothing was broken. "I wonder who you belonged to..."

"What are you doing here?" a voice bellowed.

The girl turned quickly around, her almost dried hair flying behind her.

"I...it was raining, I had nowhere else to-"

"Then why here?" the old man asked her, cutting her explanation short.

She fell silent, sitting on her knees, with the doll in her hands leaning on her lap. "Sorry."

"You are a trespasser; do you know what the law says about trespassing?"

Her face fell. She had entered a household that she didn't belong to without permission. She had disturbed the possessions in the house.

The old man wobbled into the room, grunting he pulled a sheet off of a chair and placed himself on it. Rubbing his knees, he let out a sigh of relief.

"Much better," his rough voice silently admitted as he closed his eyes. His breathing was heavy. After a few seconds, the old man's wrinkly face relaxed. His eyes opened back up. Staring at the girl holding the doll, he shook his head. "What are you doing in this room?"

"I really didn't mean to disturb you, I just wanted to get out of the rain, and this house's door wasn't locked. So I decided to come in. I didn't know someone lived here still," she explained, her voice rushing the words out of mouth.

The old man started chuckling. His relaxed face and his coarse chuckle moved his old body back and forth. "I see," he said. "Sorry for alarming you." He nodded at her. "Just was startled to find someone in my old house." Taking a look around the room, a small smile came to his face. "It's been a while since I came here." Holding out his hand, he asked, "Can I see the doll?"

Nodding the girl obeyed the old man's request. He turned the doll around, looking at the face. Tears filled his old eyes and they closed.

"Is that doll yours?" the girl asked.

"No. It was someone else's."

"Who's?"

"The one woman I will ever love, even now."

"Where is she?"

"Gone."

"Oh," she said silently. She didn't speak anything for a while. Looking at the stuff she had removed out of the boxes, her eyes fell on a picture. It was two young people. A girl wearing glasses and her brown hair tied in two braids, her smile was big as she held onto a porcelain doll, next to her, hugging the girl was a young man. His dark hair was cut in a stylish fashion, his blue eyes shone happily as he stared into the picture. "Was this the owner?" she asked lifted the picture off the floor.

The man took the picture in his hand, staring at the past, he let out a sigh. "Yes."

"She was really beautiful," the girl said. "What was her name?"

A smile spread across his face. "Crystal." His fingers fluttered over the picture as if it was taking the past. "She was an amazing girl."

"What was she like?" the girl asked as she moved closer to see if the man would let her know about the girl and her doll.

"She was childish, stubborn, overly cheerful, laughed too much, enjoyed taking pictures a little more than normal people. Her love of books always sent her into her own worlds it was entertaining, she was easy to treat and make fun of," he listed.

The girl made a face. "You make her sound like some little girl, was she your sister? Is that why you loved her so much?"

"Loved? I still love her," he said. "No, she wasn't my sister. I was an only child. She was my wife, friend, and family." His face fell as he turned the photo upside down. "She also had way too many male friends."

The girl laughed. "Did you give her the doll?" she nodded at the doll.

The man nodded. "Of course, it was a gift for her."

"She must have loved it."

"She loved everything."

The girl stood up, and stretched. "Well she must have loved you the best. I should get going, the rain stopped and I have school tomorrow," she said. "Sorry for intruding in your house," she yelled as she hurried away.

Chuckling under his breath, "She reminds me so much of Crystal."

Later that night, the old man stood in the living room, staring at the pictures of the past. A smile came to his face as the memories of the house over filled him with a warm comfort.

***

"Hey!" a happy voice cried out. The girl hurried up the porch steps and stood at the door waiting. "You're so slow. Hurry up."

The man she was yelling at smiled and hurried to her side. "Well maybe you shouldn't run away," he joked. "I shouldn't have to be chasing after you. You just want to leave me behind is all."

"What? No way! Why would I want to do that?" the girl cried. Her face fell. "Don't think that way Ace, I love you. I'll always be by your side."

Ace laughed and hugged her. "Silly," he said. They stood at the door, embraced in each other. After a few minutes, he let go of her. "You're going to have to do most of the unpacking, I have to go to the office and make sure everything got there okay."

She nodded. "Okay."

"Crystal," he said in a serious voice.

"Yes?"

"Be careful. You are always getting hurt. And I'm going to be at the office, so I can't protect you if something happens."

"Oh, nothing will happen. Just make sure you get your work done and taken care of, I'll be fine." She smiled happily at Ace. "What do you want for dinner?"

"Surprise me," he said as he gave her a kiss and left her.

Crystal stood at the door waving good-bye. As soon as Ace left, she walked inside. The smell of a new house filled her nostrils. "Okay, time to get things done!" she said happily as she started pulling boxes open and placing things all around her.

Hours flew by, and the sun started going down. She looked down at her watch. "He should be getting here soon. I should start making something to eat." Hurrying to the kitchen, she started pulling the small amount of groceries to put something together.

Thirty minutes later, the door opened and Ace walked in. "Smells good," he said as he walked to Crystal.

Crystal laughed, and turned to him. "Here," she said holding out the spoon. "Try it." Ace leaned over and blew on it, then ate what was on the spoon. "What do you think?"

"Yummy, what is it?" he asked as he got himself comfortable.

"It's a filipino dish, I forgot what my mom called it, but it's healthy for you and easy to make," she smiled as she turned back to the stove. "It'll make you strong for whatever comes out way."

"I'm already strong."

"I know. But to keep you strong."

Crystal turned off the stove, and got out two bowls and filled it with the dish. "Eat up."

The two of them ate the meal at the small table, talking about dreams they had for the house, and what they will achieve now that they are settled. As the night drew longer, they grew tired, and slept together on the mattress that laid on the floor without a frame.

"I'll help you finish up tomorrow, it's bed time," Ace said as he held onto Crystal tightly.

As each day passed, the two had adventures: ups and downs. Their life held happiness and sadness.

A year went by and they were happy together.

Ace sat at his work desk, putting the finishing touches on the papers before filing them. Glancing at that time, he knew he had to get going. He promised Crystal that he would return home early with a surprise. Leaving his work place, he drove along the road until he parked in front of an antique shop. Looking at the window, he smiled as what he wanted was still there. Paying and giving his thanks to the owner, he left for home.

Crystal was in the room at the end of the hall, sitting on the floor with books all around her. Her hands held an old book. It was so old that if a person held it the wrong way, the book my fall apart. But this didn't stop Crystal. She enjoyed the old books, believing the look gave more to the story.

"You made a mess," Ace's voice broke into her head, causing Crystal to look up. "Books all over the place." He shook his head with a smile on his face. "You can't get the surprise if this room looks like this."

Crystal's mouth fell open. "I didn't expect you to be home at this hour. I...surprise? What surprise?" she asked as she jumped over to him. "What is it? Hm?" she happily grabbed his arm.

"You won't know, ever."

"Aw!" she said make a face. "Why not? You said though. Tell me. What is it?"

Putting his forehead to hers, he smiled. "Let's clean up first." The two of them started putting the books back to their homes. After they were done, Ace pulled Crystal into him. "Good girl. No you deserve it."

"You make me feel like a pet," she stick out her tongue. "What is it?" she smiled.

"Ta-dah," Ace said as he showed her a colorfully wrapped box.

"What is it?" she asked again.

"Open it."

"Can't you tell me?" she asked as she opened the box. Her eyes brightened as she saw what was inside. "No way!" she exclaimed as she pulled the doll out and hugged it. "Where did you find this?"

"It was at a small store, I just happened to pass by it, and I thought it would be perfect for you."

"I love it, thank you," Crystal smiled and kissed his cheek. "I love you."

Ace smiled. "You're welcome."

Crystal ran out of the room and came back with her blue camera. "I want a picture of us!" she said setting it up to be timed as the stood before it. Standing next to Ace, and hugging the doll, she felt as if this was the second perfect day she had.

As the click sounded and the flash took their pictures, she gave a kiss to Ace.

***

Thunder disturbed the old man. His tired eyes opened up, he was in a daze.

Babies

Kaya hindi ako naging online, hindi bababa sa aking blog madalas. Ko na ay abala sa buhay, hangga't maaari ko anyways. Ang aking ama ay may isang ngipin tinanggal, ang ngipin ng aking ina Masakit, at pagkuha ng mga bagay na handa na para sa aking kapatid na babae bago ang paaralan ay nagsisimula ng gulo. Ngunit ito ay nagkakahalaga ito sa dulo kapag hindi namin sumugod na gawin ang mga bagay. -smiles-So anyways, huling gabi, ako ay nanonood ng koreano drama na ito sa aking ina. Ako nakuha sa kanya sa panonood ng mga mga asyano palabas mula noong huling linggo. Ako ipinagmamalaki na sabihin ngayon na siya nananatili up huli sa gabi sa akin nanonood ito. Ito ay tinatawag na pag-ibig magsaya. Lahat ng drama nangyari ito dahil ang asawa ang tingin sa kanyang asawa ay hindi maaaring magkaroon ng isang sanggol. -laughs-makakakuha ng diborsiyado at maraming mga kakila-kilabot na mga bagay ay mangyayari, na hindi pa rin tapos ang drama. Ngunit anyways, habang nanonood ito serye kagabi aking ina nagtanong ako kapag ako pagpunta sa magkaroon ng isang bata. Kung saan nagsimula ang pag-aasawa at pag-ibig buhay pag-uusap sa kanyang. Sinabi ko sa kanya kung paano ako hindi pa handa sa itak at sa tingin ko dapat kong tumutok sa paghahanap ng isang tao na nakatira sa ibang bahagi ng aking buhay muna bago Mayroon akong bata. Ang kanyang tugon ay, "Alam ko! Kukunin ko na magpadala sa iyo upang Ashe at kanya gumawa ka buntis. Ganitong paraan magkakaroon ka ng mga bata at hindi ko kailangan mag-alala tungkol sa anumang bagay." Ako stared sa kanya para sa isang mahabang panahon hanggang sa siya laughed at nagpatuloy sa, "Huwag kang mag-alala. Hindi ko na sinasabi ng mayroon kang mag-asawa sa kanya, lamang makakuha ng buntis. Mayroon kang makisama 6 na bata para sa akin. Gusto ko 6 inapo mula sa sa iyo. "Lubos ako ay shocked sa pamamagitan ng ito. Bagay ang pagiging ... tingin ko siya ay malubhang. Jokes hindi siya tungkol sa mga uri ng mga bagay. Higit pa kaya kapag siya nagsimula naghahanap sa mga tiket sa kung saan siya nakatira. Ko ay aking laptop ang layo mula sa kanya sa takot na baka siya magpadala sa akin upang makakuha ng mga buntis at pagkatapos ay kukunin ko na makitungo sa parehong Ashe, ang kanyang pamilya at pagkatapos ay ang aking ina na kulang sa akin pabalik ... sus, siya ay kailangang sa ginaw ng isang bit sa bagay na ito sanggol. Kukunin ko ang mga buntis kapag magkaroon ako ng sex. -laughs-ang aming pakikitungo sa dulo. Ako sumang-ayon na magkaroon ng higit sa 2 bata, kung hayaan niya akong pumili kapag kukunin ko na makisama sa kanila. Woots para sa paggawa ng isang pakikitungo sa mga satanas ...

So I haven't been online, at least on my blog often. I've been busy with life, as much as I could be anyways. My dad had a tooth removed, my mom's tooth hurts, and getting things ready for my sister before school starts is a hassle. But it'll be worth it in the end when we don't have to rush to do things. -smiles- So anyways, last night, I was watching this korean drama with my mom. I gotten her into watching asian shows since last week. I am proud to say now that she stays up late into the night with me watching it. It's called Love Cheer. All this drama happens because the husband thinks his wife couldn't have a baby. -laughs- Gets divorced and many dreadful things happen, still not done with the drama. But anyways, while watching this series last night my mom asked me when am I going to have a kid. Which started up the marriage and love life conversation with her. I told her how I am not ready mentally and I think I should focus on finding someone to live with the rest of my life first before I have kids. Her response is, "I know! I'll send you to Ashe and have him make you pregnant. This way you'll have kids and I don't have to worry about anything." I stared at her for a long time until she laughed and continued with, "Don't worry. I'm not saying you have to marry him, just get pregnant. You have to bear 6 kids for me. I want 6 grandchildren from you." I was utterly shocked by this. The thing being...I think she was serious. She never jokes about those kinds of things. More so when she started looking at tickets to where he lives. I had to take my laptop away from her in fear she might send me to get pregnant and then I'll have to deal with both Ashe, his family and then my mom wanting me back...gosh, she needs to chill a bit with this baby thing. I'll get pregnant when I have sex. -laughs- Our deal at the end. I agreed to have more than 2 kids, if she let me choose when I'll bear them. Woots for making a deal with the devil...

Ranma 1/2 opening

So I just found this old song I sung last year for laughs. Yeah, not the best singer but please enjoy.

First song

This was the first song I heard from one of my dear friends, Vincent Shutt. I lost touch with him, but everytime I listen to this song all the stupid things I've done in high school with him makes me laugh and floods me with warm feelings. Hahah, he was the best guy friend I ever had. No drama, no romance, it literally was the best. He had no interest in dating anyone. He was ASEXUAL!! Awesome guy was awesome.

Morning of Happiness.

My Love

Kukunin ko ang tapat na kapag sinasabi ko, Ako sa pag-ibig. Mahal ko ang aking kasintahan. At sa akin siya ang perpektong tao na alam ko. Maraming Isang ilagay sa isang tao sa isang mahabang relasyon layo. Ngunit siya naglalagay ang presyon sa kanan bumalik sa akin. Kaya hanapin ko ito makatarungan. Nagkaroon ako ng mga boyfriends sa nakaraan, ngunit lamang 2. At ako ay hindi kailanman nawala ang anumang karagdagang kaysa sa isang Halik sa labi. Kaya ako ng isang sanggol sa mga relasyon. Karamihan ng panahon, iniisip tungkol sa kung paano siya at ako ay magkasama scares sa akin. Ngunit ito excites sa akin pati na rin. Sa isang mahusay na paraan. Maaari kong sabihin at ako ay medyo sigurado Alam ko ang mga tao ay sumasang-ayon sa akin kapag sinasabi ko, ako sigurado sa kung ano ako ng paggawa sa isang relasyon. Ako masaya na sa isang relasyon sa kanya. Ngunit hindi ko alam kung ano ako paggawa. Siya ay gumawa ng mga hakbang ng sanggol sa akin, kaya hindi ko pambihira out o isang bagay. Minsan gusto ko na ako ay may karagdagang karanasan, ngunit sa parehong panahon, ako ay masaya na gawin ko hindi. Ang lahat ng maaari kong sabihin, ay na ko talagang umaasa na siya ay hindi tututol ang naghihintay, at ang dagdag na trabaho na siya ay may sa gawin dahil sa akin. Hindi mahalaga kung ano ang mangyayari, laging siya alam kung paano gawin sa akin ang ngiti, at kung paano gumawa ng aking puso lahi. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit ang mga batang babae ay ay impostor sa kanya sa paraan siya ay. Siya ay perpekto sa bawat paraan, hugis at anyo. Hindi ko Trade kanya up para sa mundo. <3 Aking puso ay kabilang sa kanya, at lamang sa kanya. Dahil sa sandaling nakilala ko sa kanya, hanggang sa sandaling ito hihinto matalo. Kahit na hindi namin manatili magkasama, at pumunta kami ng mga iba't-ibang paraan, ito laging dalhin sa kanya sa aking puso dahil siya ay hindi lamang ang aking pag-ibig, siya ay din isa ng aking mga malapit at mahal na mga kaibigan. Kukunin ko mahalin siya lagi.

I'll be honest when I say, I am in love. I love my boyfriend. And to me he's the perfect guy I know. A lot to put on a person in a long distance relationship. But he puts the pressure right back on me. So I find it fair. I had boyfriends in the past, but only 2. And I never gone any further than a kiss on the lips. So I am a baby in relationships. Most of the time, thinking about how he and I are together scares me. But it excites me as well. In a good way. I can say and I pretty sure I know people will agree with me when I say, I am unsure what I am doing in a relationship. I am happy to be in a relationship with him. But I don't know what I am doing. He has to take baby steps with me, so I don't freak out or something. Sometimes I wish that I had more experience, but at the same time, I am happy I don't. All I can say, is that I really hope that he doesn't mind the waiting, and the extra work he has to do because of me. No matter what happens, he always knows how to make me smile, and how to make my heart race. I don't understand why girls would cheat on him with the way he is. He is perfect in every way, shape and form. I wouldn't trade him up for the world. <3 My heart belongs to him, and only him. Since the moment I met him, until the moment it stops beating. Even if we don't stay together, and we go different ways, it'll always carry him in my heart because he is not only my love, he is also one of my close and dear friends. I'll love him always.

Little photoshoot

Kaya ko lang ay ang aking sariling maliit na larawan shoot dito sa aking sopa. Hindi ang pinakamabuting ng mga ito, ngunit pa rin sila naka-out medyo na rin. Ako suot ang aking puso na nagpapakita magpakailanman ito ay kinuha sa pamamagitan ng aking pag-ibig. <3 ipagmalaki sa magsuot ito. At siya loves ito. Well lamang nais na sabihin magandang gabi, at may isang kasindak-sindak buhay. ; 3 Para sa ako sa isang kahanga-hangang kondisyon. Hanggang sa susunod na oras.

So I just had my own little photo shoot here on my couch. Not the best of them, but they still turned out pretty well. I am wearing my heart that shows it's forever taken by my love. <3 Proud to wear it. And he loves it. Well just wanted to say good night, and have an awesome life. ;3 For I am in an amazing mood. Until next time.

From my Trip

Kaya kamakailan lamang ako ay dumating bumalik mula sa aking biyahe mula sa mausok Mountains. Oo, ito ay masaya. Likod ng kabayo-pagsakay, labas, at ziplining. Ang buong pakikitungo. -nods-Was masaya hanggang sa dulo. At kahit ako ay doon para sa tatlong araw, ito tila talagang mahaba kung hindi ako ay talked sa aking kasintahan. <3 ginawa niya ang oras na pumunta sa pamamagitan ng tunay na mabilis sa panahon ng gabi. Anong kendi. Ngunit hindi ako dito upang makipag-usap tungkol sa kanya. -laughs-Upang magsimula sa, mahal ko ang mga bulaklak out doon. Kaya ganda ng pang-amoy sa kanila. Sila ay matamis. Hindi sigurado kung anong uri ng mga bulaklak na sila ay, ngunit sila ay ganda. Ang kabayo ay masaya, hindi ako naniniwala na ko tumigil sa pagsakay sa kabayo ang mga ito kapag ako ay mas bata. Ano ang mali sa akin. Sila ay tons ng masaya! Well ako ay may isang ugali ng bumababa mahusay na mga bagay, tulad ng baley, piano klase, at pagsakay ng mga aralin. Well, Umaasa ako na makakuha ako ng isa pang pagkakataon upang muling sumakay ng kabayo. -smiles-Ito ay isang kahanga-hangang pakiramdam. Isang bagay na HINDI ko ay gawin muli ay zip-aporo. Huwag kailanman. Kailanman. Muli. Ko nadama tulad ko ay pagpunta sa mamatay. Saktan ako masama ang aking braso mula sa pati na rin. Maaari ko bahagya palawigin ito upang maabot ang out. Baluktot ito masyadong maraming Masakit pati na rin. Ko lang Umaasa ako pinilit ang aking mga kalamnan at ito ay walang malubhang. Mga linya pumunta talagang mabilis, at hindi ko ihinto ang aking sarili. Thankfully ang gabay na ako ay may pinapayagan ako sa double sa kanya, at siya tumigil para sa akin. -laughs-Baby sandali para sa akin. -nods-kabila ito ng pagiging masaya sa isang tao sa paggawa ng lahat ang gawain, ang takot sa pagyurak aking sarili dahil sa ito muli, magpakailanman maiwasan ang akin mula sa muling subukan. -laughs-Ngunit dapat kong subukan ang kabayo pabalik pagsakay sa lalong madaling bilang makakuha ako ng isa pang pagkakataon.

Kaya ako ay pag-aaral sa tagalog muli. Hindi ang aking mga paboritong wika, ngunit dahil mayroon akong wala talaga sa mawala, ako ay pagpindot sa mga libro para dito. -giggles-Pagsusulat ay isang amihan para sa akin. Pagsasalita ito ay isa pang bagay. Sana ako ay maaaring makakuha ng ito ng tama at maging matatas sa hindi lamang sa pagsusulat ngunit pagsasalita.

So recently I just came back from my trip from the Smokey Mountains. Yes, it was fun. Horse back-riding, outdoors, and ziplining. The full deal. -nods- Was fun until the very end. And even though I was up there for three days, it would have seemed really long if I had not talked to my boyfriend. <3 He made the time go by really fast during the nights. What a sweetie. But I'm not here to talk about him. -laughs- To begin with, I loved the flowers out there. So nice smelling them. They were sweet. Not sure what kind of flowers they were, but they were nice. The horses were fun, I can't believe I stopped riding them when I was younger. What was wrong with me. They are tons of fun! Well I had a habit of dropping great things, like ballet, piano classes, and riding lessons. Well, I hope that I get another chance to ride a horse again. -smiles- It was an amazing feeling. One thing I will NEVER do again will be zip-lining. Never. Ever. Again. I felt like I was going to die. I badly hurt my arm from it as well. I can barely extend it to reach out. Bending it too much hurts as well. I just hope I strained my muscles and it's nothing serious. Those lines go really fast, and I couldn't stop myself. Thankfully the guide I was with allowed me to double with him, and he stopped for me. -laughs- Baby moment for me. -nods- Despite it being fun with someone doing all the work, the fear of hurting myself because of it again, will forever prevent me from trying again. -laughs- But I shall try horse back riding as soon as I get another chance.

So I been studying tagalog again. Not my favorite language, but since I have nothing really to lose, I been hitting the books for it. -giggles- Writing it is a breeze for me. Speaking it is another thing. Hopefully I can get it right and be fluent in not only writing but speaking.

Unsure

So now residing at a resort in Tennessee, I paid for internet access for 3 days. Hoping to talk to my boyfriend. Only missed him by 30 minutes. Sucks to have a long distance relationship. But he didn't know I was going to come online. So I understand him not waiting to find out. So it's okay. Even though it's long distance, we try our best to make it work.

So other than being ever so tired from traveling from South Florida to the Smokey Mountains in Tennessee, I just got online, to see that I have been replaced for my best friend of five years. -sighs- Don't really know if I should be upset or okay with it. But Nadia and I been best friends for a while. But now I think that has fallen through because of a new found friend. I'm not usually the one to complain about people making new friends, I always welcome befriending people. But to suddenly stop talking to the old friends that you were close to, just doesn't sit well with me. I understand that it's normal, but still it's not right. I mean, don't ignore your friends, just for one person. That goes with people who do that when they get into a relationship. I am kind of tired of that happening to me. We use to do everything together, now we don't even talk. I guess she and I finally drifted apart. -sighs- Maybe we'll become friends again later in life, but for now, she basically told me I wasn't her best friend by saying her only best friend was this girl who hates me. Worse thing to hear. -laughs- Oh well. Hopefully she is a nice good girl like my friend says. If not, then I hope she doesn't hurt her. I wouldn't be happy if something bad happens in the relationship.

Anyways, I was feeling amazing this morning, and my mom and I headed to Walmart to do some food shopping since our resort room has a full kitchen. It's SO cool. While we were at Walmart my mom and I also had to go to the shoes and Fabric sections. -laughs- We found this soft stretchy cloth that I will be using to make something. Not sure what. It's brown. Plain brown cloth. I want to make a cape, but my mom said no. She's going to show me how to sew amazing clothes. Little by little, since I don't really know how to sew with a sewing machine. Hopefully it's easier than it looks. -squee- As for shoes, I got these cute black cloth like flats. They feel so nice against my feet. And super cute, and can match any kind of outfit. Since I know my sister doesn't have many shoes, I got the last pair of her size just for her. So she and I can match shoes. And I gotten her into wearing flats, now she needs new ones. Besides, the feeling of her never coming along with the trips, she deserves stuff she could use. -nods- So shoes was the best thing for her.

So now it being almost ten pm here. (at my current location) I am texting Jen <3 and she is simply the best.

I guess I'm just blogging a lot in this post because I am waiting to see if my boyfriend will come online. If he does then I'll be the happiest girl at this moment. If he doesn't. Well maybe it would be story writing time. I know I won't be able to fall asleep for a while tonight. Hopefully I can rest sometime during the night though.

My thoughts

Not sure what I should really write about. My mind has been wandering the plains of my mind, where the sands of time stopped. My mom started watching a show called "HeartLand". It's good. Lately, I've been finding more and more people hitting on me. Why now when I am not single anymore? One guy actually told me that he'll steal me away from my boyfriend, but that's not possible. I love him too much. And this other lady tried setting me up with her son. She thought I was 14 years old. I am not that young. Everyday is passing like a blur to me. And I haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend for a while now. It's upsetting for me, but I am fine as long as I know he loves me. And I do. -smiles- That's what keeps me going.

The thought of acting keeps coming across my mind as of late. When I was younger I was suppose to be an actress, a child actress. As well as my older sister. But my mom turned it down in fear of it breaking our family apart. But I can't help but wonder what it would have been like if I was able to take that chance, where would I be now? Of course I did a commercial for milk with my sister. I wish I was able to get my hands on that commercial just for old times sake. But I don't know how. Unless I track down the company. I might do that the next time I am in the Philippines.

Tuesday morning I'll be taking yet another trip. This time to the Rocky Mountains. Woots. 3 days and 2 nights at a resort. I wonder how that'll go, I'm an island girl, not a mountain girl. But I'm sure it'll be tons of fun. I will be taking pictures to upload, and hope that my wonderful boyfriend will send me an email or something to let me how he is alive and well and not over working himself. -laughs- But other than that, I'm going to be hiding away at a resort, doing...stuff.

Through the Years

People change over time, and I do as well. But one thing that never ever changed for me is being a mommy's girl. From birth until now I always was a mommy's girl. Even though my photo doesn't contain my baby photos (I couldn't find any) they show how much I've changed over the course from age 4 to age 19/20. No the pictures are not yearly based. I put them in order though. I am missing some and some were repeats of the same year. But I've changed in many ways. My appearance being one of them. I'm no longer a little girl but the big girl in the last picture. <3 And I have my mother to thank for that. Always being there when I need a hand to lead me to the place I needed to be. She helped shape the way I am today. I am forever thankful to her. ^w^

Boredom.

So today I got some new headphones, and also learned how to do a five strand braid and the fish tail braid. -smiles-I love doing hair, and as far as I can see it, I'm good at it. -laughs- My mom was the one to teach me how to do it, and thankfully I'm able to learn quickly. Hopefully she'll keep teaching me many different hair styles later on, and soon. Because I love learning.

A bad blogger

I'm not a really good blogger. But, I have been busy. -laughs- So I recently drew a picture for my boyfriend, he confessed that he actually enjoyed the movie Tangled. So as a little present for him, I drew this for him. It took a while because I couldn't figure out what to draw. But now this is what it came out to be. I hope he enjoys it. So I just wanted to share it on my blog. :3

Today Was Amazing

Today was amazing. Not going to lie, I didn't expect any of it to happen. I am so glad it did. The guy I really like, and love, finally asked me to be his...well not even that, he told me that I have no choose and I was his girlfriend. -smiles- It was really sweet because he was being all unsure about everything. It's unlike him, but it made me happy that he'd want to try again. Apparently it pains him to think of me getting with someone else, he admitted that the thought of me being with another guy makes him unhappy, and if it were to happen, then he'd be unhappy all the time. So to prevent that from happening, he made me his. -smiles- And he was corny about it and yet so seriously sweet. I am beyond happy about this, I don't know what to do with myself other than smile. -giggles- Well, this is it for my blog update. <3

1800s Jewelry

So I was going through my jewelry and my mom was going through hers as well, I didn't realize how much I have and I never wore them at all. Or I had worn them only for a short term. So being me, I spotted my great grandma's white gold necklace, brooch and earrings. The brooch is pure sapphire stones. And the necklace contains blue zircon, and the earrings is diamonds. -smiles- From the 1800s my great grandpa had these custom made these in Switzerland. So 212 years old and still looking amazing. I wanted to take a moment and praise the artwork from back in the day. I'm happy that my mom will entrust me to wear the necklace for a while as I take pride in it. -smiles- I am also glad that I am able to continue to preserve what was left from my great grandparents for a while longer. And I hope that it'll stay in the Ammons family.

Memories

Just recently found a picture of my older sister and I sitting on Santa's lap. She is the one with the sweater and the tights, I'm the one with the white dress. I love being girly. -smiles- Oh the memories I have with my older sister...most of them SUCKED! -laughs- She and I never really saw eye to eye, but we are sisters and there is sisterly love between us. But we enjoy our times of torturing and teasing and fighting with each other. My favorite memory of my sister and I were every winter time we'd lay under the christmas tree when there was no gifts and stare at the lights blinking on and off. Hahahah, it's funny how my sister and I set up a tree just to do redo those times recently. Hahah, I wish I took a picture before my mom made us take it down. -smiles- I enjoyed the time with my annoying older sister. ^w^